Introduction

My name is Optia.  Or rather, that's what I want to be called.  My real name is of no consequence, as I plan to discard it, along with everything that I once was, when my metamorphosis is complete.

I used to think I had everything: I grew up in a nice suburb with loving parents in a nice little town.  I was in good financial shape, and I had a few close friends.  But somehow it just wasn't enough.  I went through life with a constant feeling of powerlessness, that made me act out and alienated a lot of people I cared about.  I used to think it was just because I was weird, but now I know the truth.  I wasn't meant to be what I am right now.  The body I was born with is a prison, a living tomb that hides what I really am from the world.

It revealed itself to me slowly at first.  I began to notice I had an unnatural attraction to what would be considered the occult, particularly what many describe as sexual deviancy.  Normal human sexuality doesn't turn me on, I need something more.  As I explored my passions, I discovered exactly what that was.   My desires seemed to be gravitating towards transformation, forced feminization, and extreme body modification.

The thing that most grabbed my attention was the succubus.  A female demon whose very existence revolved around sexuality.  Most depictions of them nowadays are of them slaying their prey, but there are some who turn their helpless victims into more of their kind.  They seemed to take particular delight in turning once powerful, dominating males into sissy, slutty she-devils.

When I discovered this, I felt a surge of sexual excitement the likes of which I had never felt before.  I knew at last that this was my destiny.  And so here I sit, plotting my transformation into the image of my dreams, my liberation from my feeble male human form, revealing the succubus within.